My time spent....

Hi Hi,

Thanks for being so sweet, I really dunno how to express my grattitude cos I cannot think of any words that could describe how i feel.

It's have not been easy of course.... I have a lot of support from friends who had been keeping me busy.

But I took this time out to think, forgive, learn and I think I mature again once more.

Thanks to other readers who actually emailed me and share about what you had been through or some was even going through the break-up now. And though you do not know really who I am and I cannot help you much but i thank you for sharing your personal stuff with me.

I am planning to take up more hobbies now, I have friends who are planning to take me rollerblading, dancing, tennis and I am very happy.

I didnt have a chance to do what I always wanted to do, what I always wanted to learn because I was too committed to my lovelife.

I think it is time I should be committed to myself, to my life, to what I enjoy.

Photos! Did a Martell Event!


24 girls involved!


My god....long time never do show. The feeling quite good actually!


Girls were all busy preparing


Gillian and Me!


Bernice and me!


Quick Quick, a surprise again!


Guess whose birthday this time?


Cannot disclose a woman age so 1 is enough.....


Except for Stella who is not feeling well, all of us contribute to the cake! Me, Gillian, Rachel, Kat, Karen and Destiny!


Birthday girl! Pam!


She was shocked cos 23 of us sing her a birthday song!


All Changed....red


I do like red but the dress is tooooo long for me....


Gorgeous Karen..... I am going to join her "singles Club" now...


Me.....I was damn tired.....


I didnt sleep for one day......and i met a friend for lunch at Amoy Street. Quite Ulu Jap restaurant but the service damn good! My fav! Chicken Balls and Pork with apargus!


My friend had a Tuna dunno what set lunch.....I manage to pinch his food and it looks and taste like meat though....


I had Pork Katsu! Yummy!


Love,
Poisonlady!
p/s: I am training my cleaners now at my house and imagine they did a better job then mummy who cleaned my hse for 20 odd years.....*bad daughter*


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I will learn to love myself now

Well, first of all....

Happy Birthday to Youngest Sister! Annie Melody Lim!

Her birthday was yesterday and she is 1 yr older now!

Beloved cute sister is always the one that seems so young yet sometimes more mature than us.

And how she turn into a fine young pretty lady now! I wish her pass her exam fast and go out and enjoy herself soon cos she been at home everyday studying!

Secondly...

Me and Mr Ng are not together anymore.

Everyone was asking why I shut down my blog and I can only apologize.

I was hit hard....

I think the worst thing that can happen is that suddenly some major things in your life just disappeared....

While my career life is going through a downslope, I thought that my love life can gave me the support and the strength to help me up.

And maybe we were just not meant to be.....

It is so strange that two person who seems so in love can turn into strangers overnight.....

The reason for this post is to remind myself. To remind myself that I am lucky, the other 2 major things of life had pulled me up.

1. My family.

Younger Sis was the one who heard about the news first. She had been listening to me patiently, chatting with me during the period where I was just not myself. Though she do not understand how to help me but she had been very sweet and understanding. Keeping me company during the difficult period.

Youngest Sis had never comment anything but she will help me run some errands because I had been at home without going out much and just seeing her ever-bubbly character, I felt better.

Mummy had been upset as well but I guess that she just want me to be happy.

2. My Friends

Thanks and sorry to make you worried. I really thank them for being in my life, though I didnt really explained much, they were ever willing to open their doors for me. To just lend the listening ears that I need, to provide support for me. To be there for me if I needed them.

I had been worried about posting the news....I had been scared to tell the people who had been asking....

But I had been running away from this issue for very long and shutting myself out, I think it is time I just let it go.

I had been deceiving myself thinking that nothing had happened, he was going oversea, I will forget everything, it was just a nightmare......

But deep inside, I knew.

No matter what I do, no matter how I changed, no matter how nice I will be, no matter what crazy things I did, no matter how much I will think of him, no matter how long we had been together, no matter what he thinks, no matter how happy I try, no matter how sad i am, no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i care, no matter how understanding i am....

I guess it just doesnt matter anymore.

Because I am facing the fact now.

And the only thing I need to do now is to learn to love myself all over again now.

Love,
Poisonlady


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Oosh!

Always been wanting to go Oosh at Dempsey to try their food

Finally got a chance!

Dressing up!


Waiting downstair.....


I ilove my coloured lens loads! I going to buy the green one soon!


It was a huge place!


Nice and cosy...but abit warm though...


The menu....



We ordered a Shabu Pork Salad....not too bad though but potion small....


My fav mushroom soup!


I had rack of lamb...lovely!


Damn....think i didnt eat enough...

Busy talking......my stomach is complaining now...

Love,
Poisonlady


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Photos....

I was trying to find a folder of photos that I hide it somewhere in my desktop but I think is so well hidden that I forgot where I saved it lor....

Anyway, I browse through all the photos since 2003 and I realise when I was younger really "gong gong zi teh sai"

How time flies....I was younger then.....Nah Bey

Oh and I realise I got alot of friends sial....I took photos with so many people lor!

So funny when i go through all the photos....

There were devils bar times when all the bitches and the guys were all so close and happy....

There were the gathering times when all of us will pose stupidly and do crazy stuffs....

There were times when I tasted so much nice food and went to many places...

There were times when I used to do so many shows with the girls......

All the happy memories...... It was really great to see the photos again and thinking back of the past again

As we grew older, alot of things changed and piorities are set differently

I guess this is life ba....

But Memories are something no one can take away from you......

And I am so glad to browse through all the past photos....

It was really.....

Heartwarming.....

And I just cant help smiling to myself......

I am going to make a promise to take more photos now!

I had been so lazy to take pictures and I think I should capture more of the lovely moments...

Maybe if u are bored cos I never blog, go through my past post, I was funnier then.

Ha Ha

Love,
Poisonlady


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Blur Old Me....

Log on to MSN just now to talk to a friend....

Somebody suddenly msned me also...

It was a guy whom I met long long long time ago doing a photoshoot...I really cannot remember when

We both chat about that time we met and we actually went on a date and we even kissed lor.....

Anyway we were also wondering how come we never end up together but really cannot remember

Then my worst fear came....

XXX: "U know my name?
Apple: "?"
Apple: "Erm....."
Apple: i was just telling my friend,....
Apple: "Die, i forgot a guy's name whom i kissed before"
Apple: "Wait....I must think hor"
XXX: OMG!
XXX: "BO XIM"

Then we chat chat and....

XXX How come u never contact me, u still remember me meh?
Apple: Of course lar!
Apple I still remember we went to Thai Express to eat
Apple Btw......
Apple I been wanting to tell you something for very very long le
XXX ?
Apple I Hate Thai Express
XXX: Chey....I tot u want to tell me something romantic.....

Anyway, I havent been feeling well recently leh.....

I think I lost 2kg sial....

Aiya, so late liao...... I got to go....

Love,
Poisonlady


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Chocolate!

Just went to watch the movie "Chocolate", never really expect to watch this movie cos I will always prefer comedy

But it was really good!!!!

I was stunned by the moves and it was a really good movie!

The crews all very poor thing, quite badly hurt for this movie so I hope more people will watch it k!

Btw, in front was a bit draggy........just to warn you first

Love,
Poisonlady!
P/s: My new coloured lens nice right!



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Photos!

Photos Time!

Did a private function at Cafe Del Mar. Bikini Girls!


Huiqi brought baby Lucas to my house, sooooo cute!


He is really very cute! More photos at her blog! 4 months old!


Instead of any fancy toys, Huiqi and her hubby train baby to play with this.......lucky my house got alot for him to play....


Finally my yearly boxing event!


The girls! 2 missing cs they were to the toilet.....


Thanks for the hard work!


The ring....


Esther helping me to coordinate them!


Went out for lunch......


Aiyo...how come my hair so messy?


Me!


Again!





Bought a new pair of shoes! I think to date i have about 70 pairs?


Family gathering at Grandmum place for Mother's Day! My neice! Going around taking pictures


That's my cousin.....


Single but she like tall guys......


My uncle......Clyde's dad


That cousin (above) dad


That's my niece maid.....


That cousin again......


I think this is another family maid......


Hmmmmm what are they busy with?


My sis and her bf.....getting married soon......i think sooner than me.....


me!


That's my nephew, that neice brother....so young know how to use camera lor.....


That cousin and my youngest sis!


My daddy!



Love,
Poisonlady!


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