Not used to it......
Just got home not long ago....
My days are dull recently....
Only doing 3 major things....
Office, Eat, Home......
Sales have been slow recently and encountered alot of problem....
Facing rejection....
Getting scolded.....
People dont understand.....
I dunno whether I am short of money or not (bank is going dry though) but I think not a major problem yet because I am not starving and I still got food to eat.
I think getting an achievement in life suddenly became very important to me now.
Dunno what I really want but I just want to work.
I work all day long and I only have one thing in my mind.
Work.
Not that I am making myself pathetic but I really dunno what else I can do.
Even today go office, boss was surprised.
I think not getting what I want frustrates me and I kept conditioning myself that everything will be alright.
Just a matter of getting used to it....I guess
Tomorrow IS a better day.The day after IS a even better day. Whole week IS a great week.
I promise to myself.
Love,
Poisonlady