A VERYPOISONOUSLADY
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Friday, June 13, 2008

Blogging help me relax....

Not that I am damn free to blog everyday but I think blogging do help me relax abit...

Suddenly the not-good-feeling rush over me....

I guess when u try to be nice, kind, caring and good, people think likewise....

Not that I will demand anything in return but I guess I do have some expectations...

I expect people to understand me...

I expect people to know the real reason behind is not for myself....

I expect people to know what kind of person I really am....

I expect people to know that I do care.....

The funny thing is when u seems to know people for very long, it seems that they don't even know who you are.

Just getting abit upset because I find that when u treat people nice, people just take you for granted and for those great pretenders out there, people just worship them.

And never would I expect that as I am typing out this post.....

The tears rolled down my face uncontrollably...

I guess....






It.......






is.......






Just....






PMS....

Love,
Poisonlady



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Comments:
Dear Apple,

I have been reading your blog for a few years (at least 2 yrs, I think). I admit that when I first read your blog, I don't like you (I know. It's shallow of me to judge a person like this.) but as time passes, I begin to like reading your blog.

From what you wrote, you gave me an impression that you are a genuine and pretty girl. Sometimes, my sis and I will discuss what we read in your blog and it just seems like we know you (Haha...... silly, I know.).

I know you are going through your downs in life now but endure in there, k? It's definitely not easy cos I went through what you are going through now about 3 years ago. I was demoralized, doubting my worth, almost going into a depression.

Settle one obstacle at a time. Talk to your best friends (those who went thru thick and thin with you) when you are feeling lousy.

Don't let the unhappy things and rejection bring you down. Instead learn something out of it and don't make the same mistake again. A couple of months or even years down the road when you are back on your feet again, you will be able to look back and appreciate how all these had actually make you a wiser person.

For now, just hang in there. I'm very sure you will be over this period really really soon. : )

Cheers,
Your reader
 
Hi there, rarely leave comments here as I would prefer to receive it in my email for more privacy. I would love to know you better, do hope u can email me verypoisonouslady@hotmail.com

Thanks for the encouragements. I have received alot of compliments that people like reading my blog because it is "real".

I guess there are alot of "fake" things happening around us so everyone of us are rather tired.

I always believe in being sincere no matter what, be true to urself and it is enough.

I do hope I have a chance to see you someday.

Love
Apple
 
Take care, and cheer up soon! Hope you will get over this rough patch really soon..! Jiayou!
 
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