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My First Time.....
I had a very strong urge today to do something I really want to do.....I had quitted my job and will be moving on to a new one in 2007.Not a bad start for the year, I tot I should do something I always wanted.
And something painful for me to remember what happen and to remind myself that I had yet grow UP
again.I wanted to pierce my bottom belly button though but I am really scared of the pain and since I never walk near HMV, I decided to put it off....
maybe next year or when i am really upset.(So if u see I got extra hole
, either I am upset or it is the new year, ya)I overheard the ladio on blood donation......I always wanted to donate blood but cannot because my weight was always below 45kg during the past years.I decided to try my luck today.I wanted to find someone to go with me but anyway, whenever u ask people to do something with u....Either forget or not freeSo I tot I should do it myself....To prepare for the blood donation....I called like 4 numbers until I found out there is none of the donation centre near my house so I got to go down to Outram.Being someone very impulsive, whatever is on my mind, I will go ahead to do it regardless is a failure or success, i then set off towards the destination.I tot I go eat something before I go because I didnt eat much recently and the last 2 weeks I weigh, I was only 44kg.I think and think, I decided to stuff myself crazy.I went to a coffeeshop and ordered a Pig's Organ Soup with rice.I manage to finish everything though during half time I nearly burst....I finished my can of green tea and left very fast....I was very determine....I CANNOT LET MY FOOD DIGEST!!!Upon reaching soon, I decided to buy a small bread and I drank alot of water to make sure I can hit 45kg.In the car, feeling VERY EXCITED!
When I saw the word "blood", I almost chicken out, the steps took me forever to climb.
I had to fill up some forms first, see a doctor, do a simple blood test and if all of these pass, I can proceed to donate my blood.Imagine there is this girl who looks bouncy and scared at the same time.Whenever a staff talks to me, if they know I am first timer, I will smile excitely and for those who dunno and happen to dio me, I will smile excitely and tell them is my first time!1. The form was easy, not a problem at all. I felt relieve.2.When they decided to call "Lim XX", i was sort of pissed, I hated my chinese name. I proceed to the doctor's room.Very excited and I proceed to tell her why I always wanted to do a blood donation. I rambled and ramble but she just smile at me.The horrible part came, She ask me what is my weight.I wanted to lie. I was struggling whether to tell her is 45kg or 46kg or 45.3kg or 46.2kgIn the end, she asked me to step onto the weight machine because I decided against the lying part because I am really bad at lying.My heart was pounding furiously and I was imagining that if the stupid scale doesnt do its job well and let me pass....I will close the door and cry and beg the doctor to let me donate blood....Because I am determine to do it by 2007!YEAH!!! I PASSED!!! (I dun wanna tell u how much I weigh lor)3. I then went to take a blood test to test dunno simi iron ah....When she pricked my middle (why middle huh?) finger, I almost chicken out. It was quite painful lor. I scared of pain hor.I told myself to be strong and it is already the last stage.....4.Tadahhhhhh!!! I finally got the big needle poke thru my veins!
It was not very painful because they actually injected something to numb the nerves? I think?
I am the only 1 with a happiest face, believe me.
Because I was still too skinny, they said only can withdraw the min amount of blood, if I can manage to put on till 50kg, then I can donate more. =(
That's mine! B+ A sense of jealously overwhelm me because everyone's blood was bigger pack then mine..... sob sob
They got me a nice pink bandage!
I am a happy person! It might be something insignificant to u but to me, it is something important.I always wanted to donate blood because it is the leastest thing I can do to help but its been a few years that my weight never manage to go up to 45kg and I really got disappointed.I do hope more people will go ya!I am going back in 27 Mar 2007 so if U wanna jio me, email me firstname.lastname@example.orgMuakzzzPoisonladyP/s: I am fucking free next week, those wanna ask me out to get piss drunk, pls do hor.